Single Dad Rock Star

The morning breaks before the sky turns gold,
And still I rise before the world can stir.
The house is loud with scattered little lives,
With shoes misplaced and cereal on sleeves,
With voices calling out from different rooms
As though I somehow carry all the clocks.

And maybe I do.

Because the lunches still get packed on time.
The bills get paid. The practices are made.
The laundry folds in mountains on the bed,
The homework somehow finds its way complete,
And every child still falls asleep at night
Believing life is safe beneath this roof.

There is no crowd applauding in the dark.
No team waiting to split the weight in half.
No family lined beside me every day
To catch the things I almost let collapse.
It’s just these hands, this mind that never stops,
This tired body learning how to run.

But I run hard.

Like some old rock star living off the road,
Fueled up on caffeine, pressure, prayer, and grit.
One eye upon the clock, one on the kids,
A phone that never sleeps beside my side,
And somehow in the chaos and the noise
I keep the engine turning every day.

I’ve mastered cooking dinner during calls,
Can calm a meltdown while replying to work,
Can carry groceries, backpacks, and regret
All in one trip because there’s no return.
The world keeps throwing storms against the door,
And still this house stands strong when night arrives.

Some nights exhaustion leans against my chest
Like concrete hanging heavy from the ribs.
The silence after bedtime hits so hard
It almost shakes the strength out of my bones.
But then I look around these crowded rooms
At every little proof that love survived.

And I know this:

No one may ever fully understand
The weight a single father learns to hold.
The thousand unseen choices made each day.
The fear of failing everyone at once.
The way you sacrifice your very self
Just so your children never feel the lack.

But I do not break.

I bend. I laugh. I push through every fire.
I carry all of it and still stand tall.
Because somehow through the chaos and the strain,
Through every sleepless night and endless task,
I’ve built a life from grit and stubborn love—
And I run this whole damn thing like a rock star.


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